I Will Never Be Able To Do So

Life has been changing, so tremendously much. Moving to a new school, adapting towards new environment, coping with new friends, and so on. Now that I'm a high school student, I found nothing really special for being a high-school-er, at least for now just run a life as it is. Hey, my fingers can't be used to count how long I've been neglecting this poor blog. I miss sharing with all of my beloved Aunties and friends here, I truly am. But sometimes, I'm not strong enough to conquer my damn laziness. 

To write and express what my current feeling is one of the most important parts in my life. I will never be able to leave this activity. Even though, I didn't make it in this blog, I always managed to at least spit some words elsewhere. Because I needed this so badly, I needed a place to pour my thoughts. A place where I could freely express myself without being negatively commented. Being a teenager with bunch of nonsense hormones is such a tough time to be bear ha ha ha...

Man, I actually bring countless stories to share here. Don't really know how to start. World has been a pretty hectic place these past months for both me and my family. My parents purchased a new house,  we're moving within a year of time, I got my room renovated, Daddy bought me a Mac (yes,  my dream Apple), my baby sister is entering junior high, not to mention new school and new people, have any idea how my life is turning upside down just in a few short months, so being a high-school-er  isn't that important with all of these things as the comparison? It's like riding one of Six-Flags  extreme roller-coasters. Never, in my life..., I have too many moments happening altogether like now.

 

 My new school corridors, taken during International Day

 

In front of my classroom, recognize a Russian flag? ;)

 

With Fiona and Jessie!

 

15-inches MacBook Pro

 

My new bookshelf, better home for my beloved books :') *sobs*

My bedroom wallpaper, Grandpa Pooh ;D

 

Drawing!

 

Drawing again!

 

Drawing again and again!

I really draw when I have nothing to do...

Nice weekend to you all! Kisses and hugs :)

Happily

I was so busy during these days. Many things happened. Many tasks came. Many tests are waiting. But..., I still happily did my routine today with a cheerful manner. Thanks God for that :) Oh, anyway, Book-Week started from this day until 20 January on my school. This year theme is TWIST (Tune in Wonderful Inspiring Story) and our main story is Oliver Twist (last year we got Three Cups of Tea). What is Book-Week?

We usually have Silent Suspense Reading time for 15 minutes, but on Book-Week occasion we should read at total 30 minutes per day!

 

I used this book for TWIST time, a historical romance by Johanna Lindsey

A few famous book-stores (for example, Times and Paperback) also participated, so there were a few stalls at the main chapel of our school. I'm so happy to see many books inside but I should save my money since Dad will go for business trip tomorrow. He left money to me and Chelsea, because our Mama is so pelit wor, stingy! (I don't lie, may ask all people here). Anyway, school is getting heavier now since grade 9 will have national exams from government by the end of April. And the material is hella awesome, so many, should learn through grade 7-9 books all over again (the matter is, not just for 1 subject, but for the whole subjects.)

Few handouts

And do you remember about yearbook illustration? I finished it last Saturday after passed long hours of re-drawing. I also done with my Oliver Twist script tonight. And I ever told you about MGMP English Competition, didn't I? So, finally, I will go as one of school representative for that contest (I got speech section, not writing as I mentioned before). MGMP will be held on Monday, 22 January 2011. But, that isn't the thing that I really concerned, I instead nervous about Violin test for next Tuesday.

 

We received a new material by last week and we will face a test directly next week

Yearbook illustration sketch, I'll use a thicker pencil before scan it

Oh, I also found this old drawing ha ha ha :D

By the way, on our last Saturday outing, I bought a magazine before we watched Faster at the cinema. But this magazine made me way too excited he he he... Why was that?

 

Wanna take a guess? Which part made me excited? lol

This one enough to give you all a clue :P

No Need to Worry Anymore!

Yipee, I'm accepted in Tunas Muda International School (TMIS). I'm officially accepted, they called my Ma this evening. I'm so happy now, no need to worry anymore about senior high school, everything run smoothly as my planning. I can't wait to go there next year, will be such an exciting experience to attend international school since I knew the curriculum and programmes well. Mostly, schools with an international accreditation prepare senior students for university better than public schools do.

Anyway, I got 68 for Mathematics test as I guessed before. I should work hard for Mathematics and try to love it more *sigh*. Luckily, it's just Mathematics, I have no problem with other subjects. I had an English POP Quiz of vocabularies this afternoon, 3 Chapter from Bridges to Literature textbook, I got 1 mistake out of 20, satisfying for me :) Next week will be a battle field, I'll have Religion, Social, and English tests plus I should pratice violin for Christmas event on December (I haven't decide if I'll join or not but my teacher gave the music sheet already, he told me to  try it at home).

As I told, I borrowed a book from library yesterday, Face on the Milk Carton. I didn't find the sequel at library when I searched for it today, too bad! So I borrowed 2 other books.

Summer Camp Secrets and Seesaw Girl

I'm currently reading Summer Camp Secrets which pretty good for me, I'm on page 50 something. I will just finish it day after tomorrow I bet! Ha ha ha :D Okay, enough for today, I should to go my Mathematics course and struggling to love it more. Wish me luck!

Die...Hard

Just back from placement test in Tunas Muda.

I'm so upset! The English test was easy for me, but the Mathematics test, don't ask!?

I feel like I'll be DIE in no time when I see Mathematics questions, because Mathematics subject is always HARD for me. I'm so DIE HARD...

I don't know why Mathematics tastes terrible for me ever since I entered junior high school. When I was in secondary years, my Mathematics scores were awesome, but I have no idea what happened with my brain after that. I thought maybe I should push my brain to 'eat' more Mathematics to save my scores. And I wish to love Mathematics more, like when I was in secondary years. I want to solve this problem, because Mathematics is the only subject which need a serious improvement. Sigh.
  
Few hours ago, I discussed this problem with my Ma. I became more aware with my Mathematics since I couldn't accomplish almost all questions in the test. That was insane. I consider myself to take a Kumon lesson again (I joined Kumon during secondary years). I believe I should train my brain with Mathematics more, so I can get used to it. And the most important is to bring 'Love Mathematics feeling' back to me and minimize fear of Mathematics.

Kumon's logo

Hope will solve this problem as soon as possible, I can't hate Mathematics any longer. :) And I pray, even my Mathematics such a chaos, I hope Tunas Muda will accept me as their student, because I have so many talents outside of Mathematics. Sometime I even wonder, why people should measure someone's intellegence by Mathematics whereas actually all human being have 8 intellegence, just so unfair lah! ;( Not all people capable in Mathematics kan!? Sobs... Plus, I replied a wrong answer to Mrs.Frances (Head of School) when she interviewed me, I supposed to say that Alfian is my cousin not my sibling. Aiyo, such a mess today...